“I feel older than I am and when I tell people this they don’t contradict me, they try and confirm that I am indeed older than I seem ‘your an old soul’ ‘you’ve got old eyes’ And I wonder when they say that my eyes are old if they mean that I have cataracts like my grandmother did, that prevent me from seeing all the things that people my age seem to think are important and worth remembering Because I do not see the fun in parties that aren’t fully remembered and hookups I’ll regret come morning. I would rather sit on the porch rocking in a chair quietly, losing myself in thought and drinking hot tea I am too tired for all the things I am meant to be”— Old Soul || O.L.
“I feel homesick for a life that has been lived long ago ✨🌿🌲”